She's gone........
I guess I had it coming though....
She was waay old, and pretty sick... And i'm glad she's not suffering anymore....

..but...
..it.......

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
I LOVED HER TOO MUCH!!! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!!! WHY MEEEEE!!?!??!?!???!?
AHH...............................

Sorry about that.. but... I miss her too much!!

Mum's buring her right now.... I was holding her... *sob* when she *snort* d--died.........

Thank's for putting up with me....

..me...

Ok... As the title said, my baby is on the brink of leaving our world. I am crying as I write this -keyboard soaked, tissues everywhere...-
Melody is like four years old - which is heading into the ancient gerbil times, but she has been so frail for like two months now, but she isn't sick or anything, or in any pain so there was no reason to get the vet in or anything.
But now... She's stumbling around... deaf... blind... without her sisters - who died about a year ago... And she can't even find her way around the cage much...

It is about quarter to eleven in the evening, and I can't even really look at her now... I wish she could feel better, or be a bit younger......
I guess it's like the circle of life or whatever... But I am sooo sad! I wish I could do something for her, but I have decided that if she is this bad tomorrow.... I'll make a trip to the vet......

If anyone has any comments or ways to feel better... It would really be appreciated.

Thanks for listening.......

..Me..