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ZOMG!! WOW!!!!
I GOT A DRAMA SCHOLARSHIP XDXD!!!
YEEY!!!!
Guess acting really does pay off I get pleanty of pratise convincing my teachers that I actually did do the homework


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For all you who bother to read my journals (not many i'm guessing ) my life has offically reached a point of absolute craziness and the peak of stressfulness!

Firstly: School

My school is MENTAL!
Ok, so I have to get up at 6:30 and then catch a bus which is packed of strangers. Which is not good for someone with a sort of claustrophobia and also a strange fear of people touching me =/
Then I have to go through this manic stage of trying to find my books and homework and dodge teachers as I try and get all the homework I forgot done
Then I have lessons for howevermany hours (sucks.)
Then I get MORE homework + coursework!

It's my holidays (2 weeks half term :w00p but i've got SOO much to do already.
Check out what i've had on the last week

Last Week
Monday: 5 hour art mock
Tuesday: Try to catch up on all my lost work + try not to fall asleep. Get shoes for drama the next day + learn how to walk in them. Spent my evening riding and then another few hours mucking out Skip's stable, doing his feeds, rugging him up, getting Rosie bedded down and fed then not freaking out cause i'm on a deserted yard when it's pitch black.
Wednesday: Try and remember drama lines and what I have to do for performane that night. Do more work. Stop freaking out about stuff. Try and concentrate and get some Biology done (fail.) That night I have a drama piece which goes on until 8. Through haze of stress I almost forget my lines and almost fall off my 4INCH HEELS! (Never, EVER, worn shoes like that before!) Get home and do my Biology coursework. Am up the whole night doing it.
Thurday: Well, it kind of blended into Wednesday - no sleep. So I get ready for school, almost break down cause of stress (try and remember all the work due in that day and then the stuff I have to bring home for the holidays) actually break down on the bus, almost fall asleep on the bus, almost get hit by a car walking to school, walk into a door. Have stress levels raised to 100% as I try to get my work done and handed in in a mirrage of fatigue. I vaguelly remember getting my work done and handed. Spend first two lessons pinching myself so I dont keel over. Remember I havn't eaten since 5:30 the previous day. Get out of class and get some shortbread from the cantine. Eat through the rest of the lesson. Decide I can't cope and ask the nurse to go home at break. SHE SAYS NO! It's 11:50, i've been awake for over 29 hours!!!! She says I don't look TIRED!! She says to come back later!! I storm out and almost collapse. Have English and completely break down (my English teacher, Miss Winters, is my saviour! She is amazing!!) my teacher says I can copy up notes later and that I can spend the lesson trying to get ahold of myself. In maths I feel terrible again and feel really sick. Can't concentrate on anything else apart from that my stomach is about to imlode. As maths end I stumble into the common room and crash on the chairs. Manage to sleep for the whole hour. Through the yelling of everyone and people trying to wake me up (this is weird cause i'm a really light sleeper =/) Wake up an hour later and get told i've been talking in my sleep (:S!!!) I'm still wondering what the hell I was saying, but they say I was saying 'Alex' in a part of it. And the stranger thing is that I didn't think I was dreaming and not even sure if I were properly asleep and also that Alex isn't anything to do with my life anymore. I HATE that guy! I would kill him if I ever saw him again. And then he's in my dreams!!??!! My head is SOO much more messed up than I thought! Get to drama and find out that we're not acting cause of the drama thing the night before, and that we're moving furnature cause they're knocking the drama studio through into something else. Spend 30-35 minutes lifting heavy things. Go back to the hall and play wink murder! And it was soo much fun! I was the first one to die. I just let my tiredness get the better of me and keeled over. Everyone was impressed with the authenticity () Had so much fun + managed to wake up a bit, although my knees are now killing me cause I landed directly on them in the last game (ouch.) Chemisty wasn't as bad as I'd expected. The homework I didn't understand wasn't in for that day cause no one got it. And, for the first time EVER, Dr Rowley was happy! He was in a GOOD mood! He didn't care that I fell asleep for half the lesson and that I didn't understand what the hell he was saying! =]. The day ends. I get in the car to go home. Stress starts again when I realise that I havn't handed in my letter for the work experience that's due that day. If I didn't get it in I would have to spend my two weeks at SCHOOL!! So I make mum turn around and take me back to school. I spend half an hour trying to find the sheet that i'd lost and eventually find out that the teacher took it off my desk and didn't give it back! Have mum sign it and then go to the stables. Ride for half an hour then spend the rest of the daylight hours cleaning his stable (MURDER!) it's pitch black. I'm half way through. I drop my phone in the water bucket! It DIES!!! I'm all alone at a stables, far away from home, in the dark, scared, pissed off, stressed (my day isn't going well.) I manage to whack my phone enough to get it to start and call my mum. She's pissed off that it's broken and gets me. I get home, eat and then crash at about 9 and sleep through until 11.30 today.

Now, here's where it gets really bad.

Work for the Holidays
English: Write detailed responses to Macbeth stuff (In an alide or soliloquy, Macbeth expresses his second thoughts and doubts about the plan to murder Duncan. In it he struggles with his conscience...talk about his state of mind...ways of speaking....arguments...lady macbeth stuff...what i think'll happen...more crap
Geography: Answer about 5 huge exam questions
Maths: Do 2 GCSE style exam papers
Art: Do more work in my current, last and first sketch book (meaning A LOT of work)
Chemisty: Revise of end-of-unit test

Yeh, so. As you can gather.
My life sucks.
fml.